First of all, I’m really sorry for making you show that I’m not responsible for my words.
When I said that I would cut off Instagram for a while and take time to self-reflect, I once again gave an uncomfortable gaze. I really thought about it a lot.
In fact, just to keep my mouth shut, there are more and more stories about Yoo’s case and Shin Ji-min’s sister’s case that are very different from what I’ve been through, and many people have asked me to explain… I would like to.
Since the content is going to be too long, I will focus on the current stories without lies.
First of all, I am the victim of Shin Ji-min’s unnie case. Absolutely not the perpetrator.
I started my trainee life at the age of 17 in March, including the group life of AOA and the trainee, so I am a victim of hand slashes, swearing, and insults for 10 years.
If I had treated all the members and people the same way I did, I would not have been unfairly called a victim.
About this, the other members have admitted to this many times, including when they were drinking and discussing their concerns at the Guui-dong dormitory, no matter how close they are now. The sense of entitlement I felt alone, and not nonsense.
We’ll also talk about the floating statement.
1. Did you die? Couldn’t go to the hospital by yourself because of the disruption of the schedule?
→ In Inkigayo, it was the busiest time of the days when I was in the dark + modern farmer activities, so there were few opportunities to visit, but when I visited my father, who was diagnosed with terminal pancreatic cancer after a long time, he saw his father turned into a skeleton, unlike the first time he was hospitalized. I could not see it and forget it. Of course, even now. While I was watching hair modification in the waiting room of Inkigayo, I suddenly remembered my father who became a skeleton. I clenched my teeth and endured it, but it didn’t make a sound and dripped one drop at a time. So I bowed my head slightly, but Jimin unnie saw it and took me to the changing place and scolded me like this, “Don’t make the atmosphere blurry because of you, why do people look at you?” I was scared because my dad was leaving soon. That’s what I said.. I replied, and I was scolded and thought.
Shin Ji-min unnie was a really scary existence. After the schedule was over, I had the opportunity (for a short time) to visit him several times in the morning, but I was afraid of what my father would look like this time, and I did not want to imagine how I would be scolded if I cried one more time, even though I had a schedule with the members every day. You didn’t go to see your father, who only had two and a half months of time because you were afraid of being scolded? Don’t you believe it? I was scared. As much as… you saved your death? When I arrived after being informed that it was an emergency, my father was like a dead body and a beep sounded. Even if it was 30 minutes to be with you, I should have been able to say a word… That’s part of the meaning of protecting the end of life. You saved your death because you heard the beep, right? did you keep it? And next to him, his father wrote crookedly in his sketchbook, “Where is our youngest daughter?” How did you feel when you saw the traces of finding you? Is there nothing to blame for Shin Ji-min unnie from my point of view? Would you guys say something like that in that situation?
2. Scheduling consideration?
→ First of all, I had to prepare a modern farmer (line practice) a lot, and as you can see if you watch the lively stage, there will be quite a few stages without me. I was at the filming location of Bonghama Village, which took more than 4 hours from Seoul. Because it took a long time to travel, I often had to leave first, and I practiced the script in the car. I’m sorry and grateful for the considerations given to me considering my personal schedule, but it’s not my father’s consideration for his illness.
And two more weeks? It was said that he had taken a vacation, but it is nonsense; The company will know this. It was the busiest period, and it was all three days of the funeral. because it resides After that, we filmed again. Even if it’s just a day or two, it’s never two weeks… I can’t do that because of the drama team situation.
3. Was Kwon Minah being bullied in the team?
→ I talked about the exact reason for leaving, suicide attempts, and the cause of self-harm because I was bullied by Shin Ji-min, and the rest I used the word “bystander”. The word bullying was written by reporters, not me. Besides Shin Ji-min, especially Shin Hye-jeong and Seo Yu-na’s older sister. It is true that I had a good relationship with him, and right before the renewal of the contract, what is the reason that he hates drinking with the rest of the members except for Shin Ji-min and Kim Seol-hyun? What’s the way? And at the Bean Bingsu Cafe or at the dormitory where Hyejeong and I lived together, including Kim Seol-hyun, including discussion, and swearing at Shin Ji-min, we all talked a lot about the way I wanted to renew the contract, but despite this, bystanders, bats, etc., I felt disappointed and betrayed. I found out the day that the last Shin Ji-min unnie came to my house to apologize for using the word that felt.
Briefly, first of all, Yuna unnie called me (Bible manager unnie and Choa unnie just did not know that the members would come and came to my house because she was worried about me) “Minah, if Jimin unnie has a sincere apology, take them with you. Can I go home?” So I said, “Yes, of course, thank you and accept it. A sincere apology is okay.” After a long time passed, instead of apologizing, he brought the male team leader and manager who was close to him, and rushed to me and came with a knife.. This story I think you will know roughly. Where did the members who cursed like that go… Except for Shin Jimin, where did the members I came in and wanted to join the group go, and I wondered if they had any good memories of sticking next to him (next to Jimin). And, after a few years passed, I talked to a member on the phone and said that it was a business thing to get me to renew my contract. No matter what I was going through, I was just watching or doing it without knowing it, so from my point of view, I was a bystander.
4. Refusal to sue (civil suit) and police investigation
→ It was not the time for me to decide on a civil lawsuit and collect all the evidence, so the cost of hiring a lawyer is around 10 million won, but the punishment is only for psychological treatment, so I got 150-300 for those things, and I heard that it was worth it. I was really pissed off. It was worth 10 million won, but I didn’t like the punishment. But now, the number of victims is increasing again, so I don’t know what will happen, but now I want to stop.
And refusing to investigate the police? I’ve heard a lot about why you rejected the article and about it through DMs or comments, but I have never directly heard about, contacted, or refused a request for a police investigation. Perhaps at that time, the representative of the agency and the lawyer thought that my health came first and made the judgment on my behalf, or someone in my family did it. I have never heard of it directly, nor have I ever rejected it! There is not.
→ Evidence? Is this gaslighting? It was my first time as a trainee, I knew I had to be like this, so I endured everything, and when I became an adult and reached my mid-20s… I just thought that I might open up my heart someday and endured it with medicine, so 10 years have passed. Instead, there are a few witnesses, and the evidence is there, although it is absurd compared to 10 years’ worth.
And, my words are nonsense, all made up, and a little bit of advice as a leader? I’m not the kind of princess who would say that I was bullied for that. Who will quietly leave the entertainment industry because of Shin Ji-min’s unnie’s personality? no. Anyone who knows her personality would know. Personality Description There are some things others have told you.
6. Kim Seol-hyun in the will
→ I really have something to say about this. I joined as a trainee with Seolhyun, I had a lot of memories, and he was a cherished younger brother, and Kim Seolhyun also treated me comfortably like a friend.
But the reason for writing in the will is clear. Are you close with Jimin Shin? It’s not that absurd.
I’m active right now, I have a big agency, and I have the strength to talk easily. If there is anything Kim Seol-hyun remembers, I would like you to contact me, and I think he said that he did not want to see me die at my last house because he couldn’t remember. I’ll make sure to tell you when time permits. There is something that I am afraid of too. There are parts that are audible. Sorry.
7. Did Jimin never admit to being bullied?
→ Why is this in the statement? Those are the parts that upset me the most and upset me the most. I didn’t admit it. I wanted to admit it and receive a sincere apology.
8. Retirement after apologizing that Shin Ji-min’s older sister was an insufficient leader who failed to take good care of Kwon Min-ah?
→ No. It was really meticulous. To catch one more pod. So, do you usually use it harshly when making an entrance statement? Since I apologized and retired like that, is the pain I’ve suffered for 10 years gone now? Can you tell a person’s personality with a single text? Of course, I should have done only one verse. But you are not a party. You don’t know the story at all. I still don’t know why she hated me. I even wrote it as ‘Minah Gae’ and edited it. My older sister.. My manager younger brother who was also with the novel asked me to take it down. Now, a lot has been erased from my mind, and I think I have done enough.
Of course, I had a very bad heart and said things I shouldn’t have said about my private life. I want to apologize. But my 10th year is still going on.
Excessive actions, words that shouldn’t be put in my mouth… I’m really, really, really sorry for the constant uncomfortable gaze in various ways.
It was just because I was so unfair, it was hard, I was angry, and I was sad. I wanted to get revenge, I wanted you to know, and I didn’t have the ability to perform on stage, but I wanted to keep doing it.
The noisy and unusual behaviors, my judgment was blurred, and I wrote every time without thinking.. The point that made me frown. Even though I knew it, I didn’t seem to be able to control it.
I want to stop now, but I don’t know how you’re going to take it, but it’s a made-up story, it’s a delusion, it’s a schizophrenia, it’s a nonsense, and I don’t know how you’re going to accept it, but I just wanted to correct it.
There are so many incidents and accidents right now. I am the cause, obviously, but I really want to be honest about what I did wrong and what is exaggerated or rumored.
Since I was a child, there were a lot of things that were unfair… Now, I think the decision to solve the injustice has become too poisonous.
I just want to tell you the story of Mr. Yoo.
However, I decided to discuss this with my brother in the agency, and I can’t decide if it’s the right thing to do or not. It’s my fault too. I still seem to be gibberish, and I don’t know why I keep talking like this… I don’t know if I have the right to do that, but I wanted to say it for the people who support me and believe in me and for myself, and I want to end it now.
I’m really sorry for being self-disciplined and for breaking my promise not to be on Instagram for the time being. Thanks for reading this long post.