Suffering more than love! Open the tortured love life of Bowie Atma

Open all matters of the heart and life completely for Bowie Atma Chewanichphan. When he came as a special guest on the Club Friday Show, he told about the love that comes and goes in every moment of his life. There was both happiness and suffering, but finally found true love as the heart prayed for the merits that one had made, resulting in meeting people who had the same precepts. And with another suffering that leads into a state of depression without knowing from his own ambition.

Bowie Atma : When we get to the 1st drama, we want to play more, it goes to the 2nd. When we get to the 2nd, we look to the 10th. When we get to the 10th, we look. Point 20, it seems that we are being swept away by the desires and desires inside. This forces us to suffer. When we are unconscious, we run after those passions and become insufficient as we once had. Bo felt that Bo wanted to be on the cover of a magazine. So because we’ve never been on the cover of a magazine. It’s like when we go to the newsstand, right? When we see other actors on the covers of magazines, we want more. And when we got the first cover, we were told that we wanted to get this book sometime until the end, Bo shot almost every magazine cover, but as if my heart wasn’t enough. as if still wanting to run forward again, causing our hearts to suffer without us knowing because we can’t be enough But Bo’s ambition at that time was negative, such as Bo’s life, beyond the point where Bo had initially thought that if Bo’s life had reached this point, our life was Successful and it has gone far beyond that point and you still feel that you have a new goal that continues until it’s tired. That is, we put ourselves to compete with others without us realizing it. which it turns out that it makes our hearts suffer which is a symptom of depression Well, it’s suffering accumulated in our hearts, but at that time we were able to blur it a bit because we had a girlfriend. If we don’t fight with our girlfriends, we will be happy and blur some of these things. But it peaked after Bo broke up with her boyfriend who had to go to Korea. After breaking up, it was a time when Bo was single for 2 and a half years, like we didn’t have a place to rely on, no one came to draw our attention, it turned out that we still have suffering here from work. about how we want to compete And let’s add together, we have no defense, no girlfriend. And when these two stones come together, this is a serious depression. At that time, we didn’t go to the doctor because at that time, it seemed like depression had just come to our attention lately. At that time we didn’t know much about it. But we feel that we are suffering. every size that Every second we breathe our hearts are squeezing with suffering all the time. The best time is sleeping. When I woke up in the morning, I was so sad.

Ask. Let’s talk about the heart. I see that there is only one time when we are the one who has been terminated.

Bowie Atma : Well, at that time, I was my 4th girlfriend. Bo took the entrance exam for Chulalongkorn University in Japanese at that time. before there was The webboard that we posted is Bo, trying to earn money by myself to study at university. So he posted that he was teaching Japanese and his elder had applied for it. At that time, he was still playing MSN and in Bo’s MSN, he would set his status as Sunthorn Phu’s poem. How nerdy is he? Study. I really liked this poem of Mr. Soonthornphu. And now his elder brother greeted me in a poem which is a poem that follows the status that we have set since it is a poem that he is married. Assuming it was a polite four poem, he replied in a polite four poem. Which he composed himself and then talked to us, Bo was delighted. Impressed, then he talked in poems and sometimes he talked in English poems, we screamed a lot. and flirting with Chula-Thammasat He will have traditional football and we will stand on both sides, Chulalongkorn University and Thammasat. There will be a bluff translation and we can go to this event together. And after that, they were together until he graduated from school and he went to work at the stock exchange. And on the way to being together is Bo, as said, is an angry person who has a fight. Then he played the piano and sang very well, but what Bo did was that he had a keyboard at the condo and when they quarreled, Bo pushed the keyboard down and he fell down. would have reached the point of boredom And with that, he just went to start a new job. Found a new society and Bo suddenly caught him talking to another woman at the same job. Which when we caught it, we talked to him and he accepted and he did not stop messing, that is, for the first time I met my boyfriend’s feelings that had changed, we had never met before in my life, I was stunned and felt unacceptable. can feel unacceptable We can’t quit because we still don’t feel that we are ready to quit. Wait, can we be ready to quit first?

I asked, and there was one love that caused Bowie the most suffering in my life. What happened to this love? ????

Bowie Atma : He is a man who meets the specs of Bo. He is a man who has to say that his appearance is the most direct person in life. At first, Bo took a photo shoot for a magazine and when we took a photo, we went to buy a magazine. Then read it and open it to see. There is this person, he was modeled in the same book as me, like, oops!! So handsome. Very specs. I like this, but I didn’t know it, then it’s over. But after that, Bo went to meet a friend at the university and he said that he knew this guy very well, and Bo told him to introduce him. to which the friend replied that he was not his type (laughs) The friend was the most powerful heartbreak because the ex-boyfriend he was dating was a very young boy, he had a streak of being a boy, and Bo, at that time, was out. The sexy style is different from him. But we tried to talk to our friends until finally they made an appointment to meet, so we had a chance to go on a date.

Bowie Atma : But this love is the love that suffers the most in life because they quarrel so hard all the time that they have been together for 2 years, which is about 4-5 days of quarreling in a week, that is, almost every day, the rest day is very little. The problem that we fight, Bo, thinks of many things. First of all, it’s a cultures shock. We’ve never really dated foreigners. And he’s very American. In the way that he views men and women as equal, everything is fair and half. While the people we dated are only men who caress and caress. But when we come across this genre, we get into fights about every little thing in life. Most fans are calm. But this person, he is also hot-tempered, so it turns out that when there is a fight, it doesn’t end because no one is willing to give up. He has our reasons. we have our reasons In the end, this was actually caused by We broke up all the time, arguing until we couldn’t take it, sometimes we broke up. Maybe he quit But in the end, they got back together even though they weren’t happy at all, but they couldn’t break up. It was a love that was very unhappy. Then there was one time when we broke up with each other and we saw that he was chatting with a woman. Then the next day he went on a date with that woman. Like at the time, we felt very sorry but still tried to reconcile. because we couldn’t quit because at that time we were lost in his image. The thought at the time was, if I quit, would I be able to find another person with this kind of specs?

Ask, for Bowie, the protagonist’s level comes to flirt. !! Would you like me to say your name?)

Bowie Atma : It has some, it must be said that he came to flirt with him, he may not flirt with just us alone, he may flirt with many people. But because there are some points that don’t work, I can’t continue.

Ask, what is the other hero who invited us to dam the water reservoir?

Bowie Atma : (laugh) I would say it was a good time. Looking back, he was a hero, wasn’t he? Then he made an appointment for us to eat by the dam and he drove a motorcycle to pick us up. But it’s not a big bike. On normal motorcycles, we ride behind him. I thought it was a restaurant by the dam and it appeared that it was Laab, Som Tum, Waterfall, and other home-cooked food. As for the people who drive Lamborghini, I have to say that everyone who comes in, Bo is trying to get to know us, wants to have a boyfriend, wants to be open-minded, but sometimes there’s a variety of things. For example, he might drive a luxury car and invite us to eat. We went (our manager drove along) and sat down to eat Chinese food, but when we finished eating, a man asked for a meal (laughs).

Q. Some people are even innkeepers. If Bowie, okay, I’ll name the hotel in her name.

Bowie Atma : Actually, we don’t remember this story, but the manager told us that at that time, Bo went to take a photo at his hotel. Which he owns the hotel and he called M (personal manager who has been with us all our lives) and said that he would like to try to get to know Bo Jung. The name of the hotel is Bo Loei.

Q. For this question, singles across the country must listen carefully. ???

Bowie Atma : When we go to practice Dharma, our mind changes. start to think that our soul mate We started setting new standards, for example, we asked for equals. We ask for people who can go and practice Dharma with us. want to grow vegetables Plant trees, live with nature and be a man who can level up. in the way we are When we go to practice Dharma, we can He called it a prayer of merit. It’s not a mutelu or a god’s blessing. but a prayer from our own merit The way to pray is that we will pray for some of the merit that we have done to help us find a partner who is a merit partner, a pair of equal precepts. Dharma is equal and can also support our children both in the world and in the Dharma. Finally, I met someone who was just like we had been praying for. At that time, Bo was single and Khun Jib Pokchat said that if I let it go, she probably wouldn’t have a new girlfriend because she wouldn’t go anywhere, and then Jib gave it to. Bo went to a course, but Jib said he wasn’t going, so he’d name Bo instead. He went to study business, where Jib went to look at the faces of all the students and saw who was single. Who is suitable for Bowie? In this course, Jib, he has a friend of him in this course too, and he talks to his friend that he should try this person. This person, his friend, made it until the man came to talk to us. If a friend doesn’t brew Men will not dare to talk. When talking, it feels that it is exactly what we have prayed for.

Q: How much more mindful you are with directing your heart today? ???

Bowie Atma : Much better, much better, is that we are always ready. If we assume that we reach the point where there is no end to each other, the merit of having to disperse, we are ready to accept that. But it wasn’t a problem because he was very calm. But Bo’s anger is still there, it’s not 100% gone. Compared to before, it’s about 40 per cent left, which Bo is very good in relation to plus his composure. What impresses him is He’s a good hearted person. From the first time he talked to Bo, he asked how our specs were. Bo answered him that he wanted someone who had the same precepts. At first he was drinking wine because he was running a restaurant. But he stopped eating Line by himself without telling him to stop eating, which has been 2 years and Bo has never seen him drink again. And then he promotes us in everything in charity. then in the world Let’s say we have a plan to do business, he will join us, that is, he joins us all.

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