Billy joel‌ Reveals Past Suicide Attempts and Brain Disorder Diagnosis

‍ Updated June‍ 11, 2025

Billy Joel, the acclaimed “Piano⁣ Man” ⁣singer, ⁣has recently shared details about‌ his struggles with⁤ mental health and a newly diagnosed brain⁣ disorder. Last month, Joel canceled upcoming concerts, ⁢citing a brain ⁤disorder that can‍ cause dementia. ‌In⁤ a recent documentary, ​he also ⁤revealed he attempted suicide twice in his 20s.

The suicide attempts‍ occurred‌ after Joel had⁤ an affair ⁢with ‍Elizabeth Weber, the wife of his bandmate Jon Small. Joel said he felt immense guilt ⁢over the situation, which led to the breakup of his band,⁣ Attila.⁢ Overwhelmed, Joel turned to alcohol and experienced severe depression.

“I felt ⁤very, very guilty about it. ‍They had a child. I felt like a homewrecker,” Joel said‍ in the documentary “Billy ⁣Joel: And So It Goes.” He added, “I was just in love with a woman and I got punched in the nose, which‌ I deserved.”

Following his first ​suicide attempt with sleeping pills, Joel woke up in the hospital still feeling‍ suicidal. His sister recounted the harrowing experience, saying Joel then drank furniture polish in a second attempt.⁢ Ironically, it was Small,⁢ his estranged ⁤friend, ‍who took him to the hospital that time.

Small said he eventually forgave ⁣Joel. After a stay in‌ an observation ward, Joel found‍ a way to channel⁣ his emotions ⁣into his music. He reconnected⁣ with Weber, wrote about⁢ her in ‍his hit song “Piano Man,” and they married in 1973.

What’s ‌next

the documentary, “Billy Joel: And So It Goes,” ‍explores⁣ Joel’s early life and career, including his motorcycle accident in ⁢1982. The second part of the documentary will cover later periods of his life.