Former Lollipop Member Aben Opens Up About His Private Journey at Q POWER Awards Ceremony

Reporter Ye Wenzheng/Reporting from Taipei

“Lollipop” member Aben gave a speech on the Q POWER Awards ceremony at present He admitted that he was very nervous at present and even described himself: “I am about to vomit. I wish to inform my expertise very naked. Though the social environment open now, I’ve additionally labored in entrance of and behind the scenes, and now I may be completely happy being myself I was calm about my love, and it was my mom used to cry for me too all this as a result of I could not discover myself.”

▲ Aben has one other charming look when she clothes as a lady. (Picture/Picture taken from Fb)

Abben talked about that he returned to the leisure trade final 12 months and that he himself has an open thoughts. I can’t be penetrated to the facet. “

▲Aben spoke about his expertise. (Picture/Supplied by Rainbow Equality Platform)

After Abeng returned to the leisure trade, he merely confronted himself and stated: “The present state makes me really feel snug and regular. I’ve tried very onerous to speak about my boyfriend in numerous publications from final 12 months. Fortuitously, Sister S (little S ) and Yu Brother Lin have a really open thoughts earlier than, the truth that I’m homosexual would have been thought of the tip of the world by the variability reveals.”

Aben additionally talked about that after I was interviewed by Brother Hat just a few days in the past, I felt that I needed to encourage everybody to be themselves, love themselves, and have good intercourse. He additionally talked concerning the struggles up to now: “I got here out to my household after I was in highschool. My mum was crying at first, and I did not discuss it even after I introduced my boyfriend dwelling. However after greater than ten years, they settle for it step by step, generally my mom nonetheless asks me why I haven’t got a boyfriend Now that I’m a brand new lady amongst homosexual males, my mom generally nonetheless misses me and speaking about whether or not I wish to eat (cock) or not.

Abben additionally believes that completely different dad and mom have completely different reactions to the truth that their kids are homosexual. “Some folks shall be very merciless to their kids. I do not know the best way to change. My household offers me area. Do I research on the Nationwide. Chengchi College or behind the scenes, a lot of them have been so supportive that I did not perceive this till later.”

He additionally admitted that he had as soon as considered committing suicide. “At the moment, I could not acknowledge myself and I used to be bullied. I believed to myself, am I a very dangerous particular person? I do not know the best way to speak to my dad and mom about this, so possibly that I’ll die too.” , final 12 months I felt very sad pondering this manner, fearing that I might be rejected.

He thinks he is like a brand new child now. He has no need to marry his girlfriend now. When requested about Aaron Yan, he stated that I stated to not discuss this at present.

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